Because . I am

My whole life I've been told that there's something wrong with me.

In first grade my teacher yelled at me because • I couldn't sit still.
Because I was playing with something off the floor.

In second grade • I was shy.
Because I didn't know what to say around kids anymore.

In third grade • I "had rabies".
Because I bit a kid for making my best friend cry.

Fourth, • I was a bully.
For telling a girl who used to follow me literally everywhere, to leave me alone.

By fifth grade • I was abusive.
Because I had two friends who were jealous of my best friend.

Sixth grade • I was disgusting.
Because I accidentally threw up on the class project.

Seventh grade • I was going no were with my life.
Because I decided to be unique in the way I dressed.

In eighth grade • I didn't know how to learn.
Because when I asked questions I got ignored.

Ninth grade and • I didn't want to be helped.
Because I refused to allow them to treat me for depression when I was not depressed.

Tenth grade • I was" clinically depressed". • I was freak. • I was the "devil". • I was the "should have been abortion." • I was the rape child. • I was the bad influence • I was the failure.

Eleventh grade and • I was the new kid in school.
Because I could no longer stay with where I grew up. In eleventh grade • I was the weirdo. • I was the quiet kid.

By twelfth grade • I was tired.
Because everyone had given up on me. Because • I am a failure at life. Because • I am the outcast. Because • I'm "not normal". Because • I had tried so hard to graduate. And • I ha failed.

Because • I am the kid who "should just kill herself already".